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Saturday, July 9, 2011

Exhaustion

I feel like shit.

I'm exhausted.

I'm beyond my breaking point.

My stomach is constantly in pain.

I consistently get so angry and frustrated that I can't stop shaking.

I spend my mornings throwing up, or dry heaving.

I have zero energy.

I muster everything I can to try and put on a happy face..

Only to face a day where I get virtually nothing done - except dealing with petty, stupid, insignificant problems that I shouldn't have to deal with..

And then I walk in the door and I lose it.

I take out my frustrations on everyone around me.

I collapse into a puddle and cry.

I zombie on twitter.

I melt into bed.

A few restless hours of sleep...and I do it all again.

I am so tired of being screwed over.

I'm so tired of feeling like shit.

I'm tired of complaining.

I'm tired of being on this round about where in the end, I just end up angry at myself.

I'm just..tired.

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